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Blinded Emulation

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"She envied you but deeply admired you. Every statement I made about you gave her the picture of the woman she had always wanted to be. I couldn't help but bring your name up mindlessly in her face. Everytime,"I lowered my gaze as I realized how deep I had gone with this talk about my ex. Perhaps that's how much the woman across the table meant to me. The evening had been a beautiful one afterall. Imperfect situations always turn out to be the most perfect moments. We had trodded from our business meeting venue. Now in the heart of the city, in a rear basement restaurant. Barely populated, we could almost hear each other's blinks. She maintained a comfortable body language, like always. The short phrase had sunk deep into her and she obviously looked flattered . We both knew it but barely could do a thing about it. Nostalgic moments like this had filled up most of our conversations. Even over the shortest voice calls. " Ngooluddeyo boss wange,&quo
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Asylum

Sipping on a dark coffee Staring at the smoke after every puff He finds a home away from home A motherland now crippled By a handful of selfish humans  The bullet finally replaced his ballot She had told him she was his alone Now in a land that is not even his He wanders to wonder How it ended with such ease Months behind closed doors  Living through lively nights and dead days She doesn’t like the girl in the mirror Lowering her gaze under the light Wishing days could only be nights But it took only close to an overnight For her to get to know she was the pearl In the dark sea’s deep depth Controversies and toxic feuds  Another is like a refugee in a land of his own The rut getting deeper but camaraderie stronger But with a playful weekend for them all Even the scars are starting to fade  Perhaps asylum has sought them عبدالجبار  Kampala Nov 2023

Subtle Elations

I   am still learning how to walk The talk has been a big part of me Getting all your adrenaline rushing Only to call in and find me  Barely started with my race As I make baby steps A talk starts to walk about What is he up to these days? My limbs threaten to quit  But my subconscious sleeps on it This walk is getting better Better and better every other day I only hope I don't wander I am also learning to be much calmer Everytime that I feel closer I feel a deep love For my brothers  Everytime I see them having my back These men from other mothers They've been pillars in my deepest agonies At least I am breathing Always up and kicking Reaching out for the best And having it together with the rest A lesson many young men haven't Lord am grateful My glass is half full but my heart is full I often shrink but you always magnify me My chest is warm amidst these hustle horrors But I equally grin within, I'm freaking elated Jabbar, Nov 2023

Trivial Walls

Only One knows Where I get this courage To smile in the worst of days And be gratified with the least of bread In an age that has lost all trust in us The genuine smiles being only diplomatic With barbed strings attached to generosity Only turning you and I more skeptical Somewhere in the hearts of men Still lies benevolence As homo sapiens, Filling our emptiness with camaraderie Is one subtle essential often ignored So take the first step Be the reason behind another's smile Shut out all the pessimism Give selflessly The world will have every reason to giveback. عبدالجبار  Kampala 18/10/23

Backbone of the Glow

I am trying to live a full life again Though it all seems like yesterday If memories could only be written in pencil, My brain's wrinkles would be lesser. As erasing would no longer be much of a pain I am still learning how to look within  To find my gem amongst the rocks. Seems further everytime I reach out Feels heavier everytime I reach it. Throwing me into a merry-go-round of déja Vus My arms are still wrapped around consistency though. I am starting to see things inside out Or rather, upside down, whatever! I will get me a rose flower tonight To give more thought to the beauty... ...of the thorns on the stem from which she stood out. 'cause her charming petals may not really last.

Not Yet...

Before you step out this day Take caution You're gonna see a lot of ways That claim to be the solution Yet only swaying you away Take caution Everyone else is thinking their own way Yet the world is as well filled with notions  Claiming 'wisdom' so you have neither say Nor freedom to take the right decision As you return from your day Know that this world hasn't the ultimate satisfaction Something way better awaits So let it be only a contribution To your best life after the end of days. As you let this sink Consider quitting the rat race Or just dont let it be The only race you ever ran.. ..for there is one better That you could actually  win. The choice is yours though, Jabbar